Main aisi  kyun hun ......main aisi kyun hun???.....God...i wonder what mood was HE in when he scripted my life .....hmmm  was in a terrible mood i suppose or had a fight with someone i guess.....lol....naaaah! how can HE get affected by such mundane stuff....so....so.....what was it??....what was it that made Him falter.... have been bothered by this question from the past 20 years .....all i wish is someone comes up with a solution real fast :D
Till then i'll have to bear with my neurons getting all worked up in trying to find the real cause .......

                      "i wanna....
                     
                     i wanna be the boundless wave
                     in search of a shore....
                     i wanna be the moment that remains
                     frozen even when centuries have winged away....
                     i wanna be the enigma
                     that defies any solution.....
                     i wanna be the message that remains etched
                     on the ashes even if the script is put aflame....."